I smell it in the air. It’s coming.
All my life I slouched. I had the weight of the world on my shoulders and it showed. I had a lot of problems growing up. We never had enough money though my parents worked their butts off. I had a rebellious suicidal sister, and was neglected for half of my life. I felt so incredibly alone growing up. I learned never trust someone with secrets and to keep your thoughts and emotions to yourself. So, I kept my head to the ground and shuffled through life.
In highschool I didn’t have many friends, but there was this one girl named Brynne in my art class who I did hang out with. She inspired me to learn about wire wrapping and become a better artist. But it completely devastated me when she said: “I don’t know why all the art teachers love you so much. You’re not that good of an artist.”
Art was the one thing in this world I loved. The thing I spent so much of my life doing. It was the way I expressed myself when I couldn’t speak. So hearing my friend say that just crushed my soul. But she didn’t break me. I continued to work hard and learn.
In college, I had a little more confidence, I was beginning to learn who I was and what I wouldn’t stand for. In one of my Balinese Gamelan classes (it’s a music class) we had a guest dancer come in to perform with us. She was a smaller woman and incredibly graceful. One day she said to me, “You are so beautiful, why do you slouch?” I told her that I didn’t know. From that moment on, I became very aware of my posture. I tried to straighten my back more and lift my head. But even still, I was burdened.
Which brings me to today. I noticed in the mirror that I stand straight. My head is strong and lifted. My shoulders back and my arms arms are at my side. I had to make some hard decisions that changed the course of my life in just a few years. But I’m glad that I did.
I finally realized that I am confident in who I am, because I know who I am. I will never let someone else determine my self-worth. I will continue to grow strong and proud. I will never, ever, try to change myself to please someone, or be what that person wants me to be. I have so much to offer this world as myself.
So, stand strong if you are with me.
Maybe try to cleanse them then meditate with them to create a solid connection! Another way to infuse it with your energy is to keep them under your pillow while you sleep. Hopefully doing these things will make you have a better connection to the cards thus improving accuracy.
Another thing that may cause incorrect readings is if there is actually a deeper issue at hand that you are not addressing. The cards maybe trying to tell you something more important than the answer you are currently seeking.
Hope that helps!
Tomorrow I will be posting 5 wands I made today! They all have fluorite points too!
Hahahaha it’s all good! Most people think it’s called Eerie Crescent. Lol
Anywho, thank you!!!